Bichana

Bichanar sathe amader sobar ekta besh odbhut somporko aache, sei chottobela thekei..koto otychaartai na korechi er opor kintu kokhono protibad kore dure thele deyni amader..

Koto je lukochuri khelar samay lukiyechi ei bichanar niche.. Bichanatio kintu chottami koreni, dhoriye deyni, ami paache chor hoi. Injection dite asha kakutar thekeo lukiyechi ei bichanar nichei, ondhokare.. Maa to ekta samay amaye boltoi “ tor bhobisshot oi bichanar tolata!”

Raage- dukhe-abhimaan e bichanata tei mukh guje nijer byarthota , chokher jol lukiyechi.

Ghum aschena.. bichanar opor epash opash korechi ghontar por ghonta..ekbar o boka deyni borong jotokhon na ghum aasche amar songi hoyeche..

Prothom premer sei dustu-misti  lal-lal hashir, sei lojjar, sei bhalobashar sakkhiyo hoyeche ei bichanata.. Onek samay jokhon khub eka legeche. Khub elomelo hoyegeche jibon..khub kandte icche koreche tobuo sobar samne ek gaal hashi aar baksho bhorti kotha niye ghurte hoyeche..tokhon raater ondhokare bondho dorjar epare bichanatai nijer buke tene niye boleche “kende ne joto icche, sokal holei to dorja khulte hobe berote hobe abaar ek gaal hashi niye..”

Maa er pore sudhu ei bichanai emon ekjon je kina kono asha-protyasha, kono rokomer kono chahida chara amaye apon kore niyeche. Amaar jonyo nissarthobhave opekha korejaye diner por din..

Jothajogyo sonman ba gurutto konotai jotena aamader bichanagulor.. onekei sudhu bhaven bichana to oi ghorer ek kone thake baaki sob aashbapotror moton. Ghum pele jai sui, ghumai abar sokal hole uthe pori, ei jonyo alada kore kichu bolar kii baa ache..alada kore rochona likhbo naki..pagol naki!! Hya, hoyeto satti paglamo seta.. r satti hoyeto ami ekta pagol r sei jonnoi bodh hoy majhraate night lamp jaliye oti koste ekta pen khuje sei bichanar oporei suye bichanar kotha likhchi ..amar kache amaar bichana boro priyo, boro adorer, kothayo ghure eshe kodin por ghore dhukei aami jhapiye pori bichanatar opor odbhut ekta shanti choriye pore sara sorire..maayer kol aar ei adorer bichanaye araame sowa—ei dutor bikolpo hoye bole mone hoyena..Its the best place in the world to be..

 It has been the sole witness of so many thousands of instances of my life…it has seen the ups, the downs, the goods, the worsts, the highs, the lows and the mad moments..  Like a true frend it has kept my secrets to itself.. It is the one who has given me strength after a dark night to face the sunlight..

Yes we share a bond, a relationship for now and forever..