Tomar jonyo likhbo sudhu, 
Lekhaye thakbe tumi..
Likhte likhte poth harale,
Firiye eno tumi…

Porte bosha

Chotobela thekei kichu jinish ekdom paltayena. School/ college-er samay, exam-er samay jei porte boshtam, aar janlar baire bristi porto.. byass tokhon oi bristi upobhog korai beshi proyojonio mone hoto.. boi o khola thakto hathe pen o thakto ( boi er ‘important’ lines mark korte hobe to! Sob pora jaaye naki!!..) kintu chokhe duto aar monta thakto jaanlar baire..

Aabar shiit kale jadi exam thakto taale khuub raag hoto… mone hoto jara exam date set kore taara ki jane na shiit kale ghum bhangte chayena?!? Emnii porte boshle ghum paaye ..abar shiit kaal!!

Goromer kotha alada kore ki bolbo.. Kolkata e eto groom pore..aar amader teen tolaye to r o groom.. fan er hawa gaaye lagtei chayena sekhane ghaam muchte muchte mon diye naaki porte hobe!! Bojho..!!

Koto kosto kore eto problem thaka sotteo  porashono kore pass korlam etogulo bochor… bhava jaye!!

Jaader porashono korte aar exam dite valo lage tara nischoi aamar kothagulor sathe ekmot noy..

Amar ek bandhobi aache chotobelaye exam-er por se abaar purono text book-er jei chapter gulo class e porano hotona segulo o pore felto..amar khub obaak lagto.. ami oti koste syllabus sesh kore exam diye kokhon tv/cinema dekhbo setai bhavtam.. tai jonnoi hoyeto o borabor hi-fi marks peto aar ami.. thaak amarta aar nai ba bollam.. nijeke lojja diye ki aar labh..!!

Jaihok , jeta bolchilam mane jeta bolte suru kore kotoki na bole fellam .. bolchilam kichu jinish ekdom paltaye na..satti tai, ei je porashono- porikkhar porar samay ghum pawa aar thik tokhoni onek joruri kaj mone pore jawa..

Ei jemon ekhon ..ekhon ami porte boshechi mane onekkhon dhore boshe achi aar ki.. duto mota boi, ekta spiral binding khata bhorti notes aar ekta pen (‘important’ parts mark korte hobe to!!)niye..

Porte boshar porei mone porlo duto ‘important’ mail eshechilo check kora hoyeni..check kore reply kore abar eshe boshlam tokhoni whatsaap ta daak dilo…koto lokjon ekhon amaye mone korche..taader reply na dile chole naaki!!??!! Tara bujhi raag korbena?!? Kalkei ekta valo gaan pelam whatssapp e shone hoye otheni setao ekhoni mone porlo!..setao sunlam..ebar aar kichu serom korar nei bheve boita kole niye pen diye mark korte suru korlam..

Tokhoni mone holo… iiissshhh boi ta kemon sada kalo kono rongin chobi nei..piblisher-er opor eto raag holo je boi ta khule samne rekhe diye khata ta khule likhte suru koredilam..

Atleast ‘porte boshar’ samaytuku kichu to fruitful howa uchit!!..

Bichana

Bichanar sathe amader sobar ekta besh odbhut somporko aache, sei chottobela thekei..koto otychaartai na korechi er opor kintu kokhono protibad kore dure thele deyni amader..

Koto je lukochuri khelar samay lukiyechi ei bichanar niche.. Bichanatio kintu chottami koreni, dhoriye deyni, ami paache chor hoi. Injection dite asha kakutar thekeo lukiyechi ei bichanar nichei, ondhokare.. Maa to ekta samay amaye boltoi “ tor bhobisshot oi bichanar tolata!”

Raage- dukhe-abhimaan e bichanata tei mukh guje nijer byarthota , chokher jol lukiyechi.

Ghum aschena.. bichanar opor epash opash korechi ghontar por ghonta..ekbar o boka deyni borong jotokhon na ghum aasche amar songi hoyeche..

Prothom premer sei dustu-misti  lal-lal hashir, sei lojjar, sei bhalobashar sakkhiyo hoyeche ei bichanata.. Onek samay jokhon khub eka legeche. Khub elomelo hoyegeche jibon..khub kandte icche koreche tobuo sobar samne ek gaal hashi aar baksho bhorti kotha niye ghurte hoyeche..tokhon raater ondhokare bondho dorjar epare bichanatai nijer buke tene niye boleche “kende ne joto icche, sokal holei to dorja khulte hobe berote hobe abaar ek gaal hashi niye..”

Maa er pore sudhu ei bichanai emon ekjon je kina kono asha-protyasha, kono rokomer kono chahida chara amaye apon kore niyeche. Amaar jonyo nissarthobhave opekha korejaye diner por din..

Jothajogyo sonman ba gurutto konotai jotena aamader bichanagulor.. onekei sudhu bhaven bichana to oi ghorer ek kone thake baaki sob aashbapotror moton. Ghum pele jai sui, ghumai abar sokal hole uthe pori, ei jonyo alada kore kichu bolar kii baa ache..alada kore rochona likhbo naki..pagol naki!! Hya, hoyeto satti paglamo seta.. r satti hoyeto ami ekta pagol r sei jonnoi bodh hoy majhraate night lamp jaliye oti koste ekta pen khuje sei bichanar oporei suye bichanar kotha likhchi ..amar kache amaar bichana boro priyo, boro adorer, kothayo ghure eshe kodin por ghore dhukei aami jhapiye pori bichanatar opor odbhut ekta shanti choriye pore sara sorire..maayer kol aar ei adorer bichanaye araame sowa—ei dutor bikolpo hoye bole mone hoyena..Its the best place in the world to be..

 It has been the sole witness of so many thousands of instances of my life…it has seen the ups, the downs, the goods, the worsts, the highs, the lows and the mad moments..  Like a true frend it has kept my secrets to itself.. It is the one who has given me strength after a dark night to face the sunlight..

Yes we share a bond, a relationship for now and forever.. 

Chithi ta aar lekha holona..

1

Onekkhon dhore pen ta hathe niye sei boshei achi..tomaye bodh hoy aajkeo chithi ta likhte parbona..bujhtei parchina ki likhbo.. ki diyei ba suru kori?..sobdo niye tanatani kore cholechi kodin dhore, jothajoggo sobdo o to pacchina.. eije eto kolpona, eto bhavna, eto icche .. ei etooo jome thaka na bola kothagulo ki kore pouchabo tomar kache?  Sobdogulo o to lukochuri khelche.. pen ta o ebar hapiye utheche ..seo raag koreche.. etokhon dhore seo to opekha korche sobdo likhbe bole..ebar ki kori? Ki kore likhi?

Durr..!!

2

Sedin bikele kakimonir sathe ludo khelchilam..edik odik koto daan dilam kintu abar here gelam..

Tumi ki ekhono khelte boshe jhogra koro??

R jite gele… jite gele ki ekhono bolo “r khelbo na”?

3

Ei dekho-dekho, samner barir chaade.. oije atke pora ghuri ta ..o bari firte chaye bhishonbhave  kintu raater akashe ki kore bari firbe o eka eka?..aage jokhon tumi ghuri orate dupur theke..sondhye belaye thik bari fire asto ghurigulo..

accha ekhono ki ghuri orao? Ke dey songo tomaye?...

4

Janlar bairer boro akashta..sei akasher jhikimiki taaragulo, ekhono roj eki rokom kore hashe, golpo kore..ami majhe-majhe lukiye-lukiye dekhi oder.. khub hingshe hoy jaano..

tumi ekhono ki majh rate taarader sathe samay katao??

5

Pakhi daakar awaj pelam jeno.. jaah bhavte bhavte sei  bhor hoyegelo.. r ekta din sesh hoy notun diner suru hoygelo kintu sei dekho chithi ta r likhte parlam na..etodin dhore khatar opore hijibiji kete cholechi aar moner kotha gulo sei monei roye jacche..!

6

Maa bole bhorer pakhigulo naki sobaike ghum theke deke tule dey..etokhone tomar janlaye giyeo hoyeto era tomar ghum bhangiyeche..tumio hoyeto uthe porecho ekhon..

Accha ghum bhanga chokhe ki ekhono bolo..”aaj to chutiii..” ?

7

Chithi je kobe likhe uthte parbo r kobe tumi seta porbe janina..sobdor lukochuri khela bondho hole hoyeto parbo..guchiye tokhon ekta lombaaa chithi likhbo tomaye..tumi uttor debe aami porbo..abaar likhbo..

totodin ki kora jaye??

8

...Aapaatoto din ta i suru kora jak eksonge.. Ki bolo?

Bus Trip..

Din din joto boyosh barche r o jeno complicated hoyejacche jibon ta.. complicated hoy jacchi amra.. keu-keu khub byasto.. byastotar jonnoi onek samay irritated hoyed jaye .. rege jaai.. jhogra kore fele..keu keu abaar nijer jibon niye khushi non onnoder life-style  dekhe crib korte thake.. je keno aamader jibonei eto kosto r baakira koto sukhi..aashole competition-er jug.. je jokhon paarche compete kore jacche karur na karur songe.. healthy competition er kotha bolchina kintu !!.. aamader modhye beshirbhag jonei  ashole sontusto noi nijeder ke niye, nijeder job niye, nijeder life-style niye.. aamio byatikrom noi.. erom korei kete jaache din, maash, bochorer por bochor.. hotath sedin ekta chotto ghotona kemon jeno bhavte badhyo korlo je amar kache jaa aache jotota aache.. ami jemon achi serom to besh bhaloi achi.. oneker theke onekta beshi bhalo achi..

Koekdin aage Gariahat jaabo bole onekkhon bus stand e dariye rod-er modhye opekhya korchi 205/A-er jonno..jothariti bus late..khub raag hocchilo gorom er modhye raastaye dariye thakte..onekkhon kono bus asche na.. oboseshe ekta onno bus e uthe porlam Rashbehari te neme change kore nebo bheve..

Bus e utheo shanti nei.. ja bhir aar sobar ghemo gayer dhakkaye mathata aar o groom hoye uthlo.. Hotath bhogoban er bodh hoy ektu doya holo mukh tule takalen, tai ekta boshar jayega peyegelam bhirer modhyei.. kintu birokti tateo komlo na. pasher mohila bodh hoy bus-er seat ta ke nijer drawing room- er sofa bhevei hath paa choriye boshechen..!!

Kichu dur jetei Tolly Club er kacche ekti chotto baccha meye school uniform pore maayer hath dhore amader ei bus ei uthlo.. Meye ta ke dekhe monta kemon jeno valo hoyegelo .. ki misti hashi.. edik-odik takiye hasche, sobaar sathe kotha bolche..ojantei kaan theke headphone ta khule nilam meyetar kotha shunbo bole..Ektu daranor porei or maa amar samner seat ei boshar jayga pelen..bhari bag ta niye meyeti o kole utho boshlo maayer. Samnei ek majh boyoshi bhodromohila dariye chilen. Bus er jhakuni te onar hath ta baccha meyetir paaye giye lagtei meyeti oporer dike takiye ek gaal hashi niye jigesh korlo “tumi kothaye thako? Tomar naam ki??”

Bhodro mohila obak holen bote kintu aabar aador kore uttor o dilen. Etokhone Mudiali eshegeche bus ta o khanikta faka hoyegcehe.. amar pasher mohila o etokhone neme poerechen nijer gontobbe.

“ticket ticket”..conductor hath baralo.. Meyeti conductorer dik-e ekbar dekhe maayer dike phire hath baralo, maa or hathe 5 takar ekta coin dhoriye dilo..conductor taka niye ticket ta dewaye khub chintito hoye meyeti nijer mayer dik-e takiye bollo “baaki kono taaka to dilo na.. aamra bari jabo ki kore?.. conductor uncle conductor uncle taka dao..” “uncle” shune conductor o besh obak..aashe pasher jatri ra soho conductor o heshe utheche, meyetir maa take bojhalo je “onnodin to aamra beshi taka di aaj to ‘choto’ taka diyechi tai ferot pabo na..”

Sobaar mukhe ek monomoy hashi..doinondin bus-e bhir aar jhogra na shune aaj sobaai borong ek nispap sishur kotha upobhog korche..

Tollygunge Thana e bus thamlo school uniform pora puchkita maayer hath dhore neme gelo bus theke. Janlar baire mukh baariye meyetike dekhchilam..eki bhaave haasche..school er bhetore dhukegelo..gate er opore school er naam lekha boro boro kore “Light House For the Blinds”..

Meyeti chokhe dekhte paaye na.. etokhon o ashe pashe sob kichur sound-er opor react korchilo..tao kono dukkho raag birokti kichui chilo na or mukhe.. sudhu chilo mukhe laga misti hashi ta..

Satti.. oneker theke bhalo achi..taao je keno…

Jiboner lorai..

nijhum rater kalo akash

onge lage ruddhho batash

meghe dhaka poreche tara

notun kiron diche sara....

jegeche probin jegeche nobin

baka ei poth je boddo kothin

jolche agun olitegolite

purche ora.... jolche ora

kotoje manush porche mara

swapno bhenge porche matite....

rojer moto ajo train e chepe

cholechi jibon ghorir kataye mepe

pechone fele kalo rater smitri

egote hobe jiboner ei niti

jana nei kodin katbe jibon, jontrona buke chepe rekhe

ajker projonmo jonmo thekei lorai korte sekhe..

Bondi tumi...

ghum theke otha,bhorer aalo chokhe mekhe..

raater reshta kateni je ekhono.....

porichito tomar awaj,tomar nishash, dhakka dicche amar du kaane....

bondho chokhe dekhte pai je tomake sposto..

shunte pari tomar sob kotha, tomar hashi....

tomar norom sporshotake je, ami khub bhalobashi..

tomar thoter choyaye guchechhe sob maan-obhiman

ekhon ei muhurte tumi ami chara, sobi bemanan...

ekhon chokh khullei je tumi hobe nirudesh,

tomaye kache pawar nei je kono sesh....

bondho thakuk e dunoyon aaj amar

moner khachaye bondi thakuk porichaya tomar....